Suck It Up...

So, I realized this morning that I haven't really followed through with my want to blog about this pregnancy. It's not that I haven't had the time to blog, I mean, I've been unemployed throughout the first five months of this pregnancy. I'm not real sure what it is. The only real thing I can think of is that it's just been so hard for me to to become attached, just in case something bad happens. Again.

I'm here to tell myself to suck it up. I'm 20 weeks pregnant now and I shouldn't worry anymore about things. I know anything can happen and nothing is ever guaranteed, but it's time to just be happy, excited and positive...

So, here's to posting more about my pregnancy - besides, I was offered a job yesterday and I feel like I can now begin to relax a bit and think about doing things for this baby...buying things and registering and all that other cutesy stuff you do as a first time mother!

...and I'll finally post some belly pics. Soon!

For now, I'm happy to say that I've made it this far. I can't believe the last 20 weeks have been given to me and I look forward to the next 20 weeks of all sorts of aches and pains. I may complain, but it's so worth it to me.